-just Something

Renzi: No, promise! We’re just friends!

Me: Shut up! Been there, done that. How many times did I use that line from before *laughs* and then everybody just figured out when we weren’t together anymore!

Renzi: Korek! Haha

*We both laugh our ass off*

I know of this one guy who went to the same school as mine in high school. The last news I’ve heard of him was that he got married just recently to his girlfriend. The funny thing though, is that before he got married, he tracked down the email address of each and every girl he courted, fell in love with, or who dumped him, and sent them what I think up to now to be the sweetest message. (Well, I bet his wife would think of it that way, lol)

It went like this (in english):

To all the girls who broke my heart. To all the girls who dumped me. To all the girls I fell for, I thank you all. I thank you for all the pain, for the tears, for hurting me like you did. Because I believe that If I had not been in such pain, I would not be marrying the perfect girl for me. The girl I am meant to be with.

Thank you.

How did I know? My cousin received one. :D

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Sometimes, we think it’s the end of the world. The very reason we still hold on to the past isn’t about love anymore but because we fear that if we let go, we admit that everything is really over and that we fear what happens next.

Often, we ask ourselves, what happen if I just let go? What happens after then?

But one day, you just wake up tired and fed up. The memories don’t hurt anymore, looking at his picture or her picture doesn’t hurt anymore and thinking about him with someone else doesn’t hurt. Maybe because you’ve been through so much that pain is nothing new to you anymore or maybe you decided it’s time to regain your self-worth to share yourself once more to another person who promises to love you- until forever.

Sometimes, you just have to let go to realize there’s a bigger world out there and you look around you and see you were never alone from the start. People have been there for you, people who really care and wish to be given a shot to be loved by someone like you.

A special friend of mine (B****) whose been there since day one, even said once, “I wish you had a clone. At least, there would be more Kurt in the world to love and be loved”.

Let go people. Let go of the fear and the bitterness. The sadness, the hope and the hate. Move on with the journey no matter how painful it seems and you’ll see, one day, you might be even sending the same email as above. Maybe, just maybe, you would find the right one for you. :’)

Here’s a quote I’d like to share:

I loved him, he needed time to think, that was okay;  he was worth waiting for, and waiting for, and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited my life for an answer he had already given me: Had he loved me back, I would not have had to wait.

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Dedicated to all my friends who are moving on right now and to beb, I would never let go. :)

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